hey you. you came out of no where.
i don’t even know the moment that our flame sparked.
it was like one day i opened my eyes and we were on fire.
i think it was the conversation. it always happened in passing during the day but it was always intriguing.
you called me alluring. at the time i wasn’t entirely sure what you meant by it but in retrospect i think you simply meant you were feeling me. i was silly. thought you were just trying to be slick.
either way i find you intriguing as well.
and when i fell on hard times you were there. immediately. ready and willing to help me in whatever way i needed … even in ways that i didn’t know i needed.
those sleepless nights and long days when my mind and heart were full you where there to help me unpack and unload some of the things i was going through.
you were the one who would tell me to hop in the car so we could go for a drive to clear our minds and talk.
we’d pull up to my favorite spot. or a favorite spot of yours that you wanted to share with me.
you were always watching out for me. always. even when i didn’t want you to. you would appear to give me just what i needed.
you loved me in one way. i loved you in another.
we never loved each other in the same way at the same time.
i think if we did we would together. probably married.
but obviously those aren’t the plans the universe had for us.
but just know that i felt you. i felt you feeling me.
you hold a special place in my heart always and forever.
when i think of love and people that i’ve loved you’re one of the firsts that come to mind.