i think you mean more to me than you even know.
i don’t even know why you mean that much to me.
i think it’s because your words were sweet. you poured them onto me like honey. and you meant them.
you always gave me special moments in time with you.
when chaos was going on around us you would create space for just you and i.
when the rest of the place was talking about nonsense you wanted to have deep conversation with me.
you always acknowledged my presence when i didn’t even know you saw me. you wanted me to know that i was seen.
you cared so deeply about my feelings. i never knew why.
all i know is that i appreciate all of those times.
all of those words. all of that visibility.
it gave me the confidence i needed to love myself. to feel beautiful.
you let me know that i was beautiful in your eyes and beyond.
i still feel beautiful because you.